It hurts to know that the people who I thought were on my side were only there for their own personal gain. How can it be that the only reason why these people help me is because I'm doing what they want me to do. How can these people, who are supposed to love me unconditionally, make me feel like if I don't do as I'm told, I won't be loved.
These are not the people that I want in my life.
We choose the people that are in our lives, whether we know it or not. I choose to take these people out of my life.